I HAVE THE MOST AMAZING BOYFRIEND EVER!!!

NOT ONLY ARE THE TWO OF US GOING TO NYC TOGETHER... HE BOUGHT TICKETS AND IS TAKING ME TO SEE WICKED!!!!

AND I LOVE HIM BEYOND ALL THAT IS REASONABLE!!

:-D  :-D  <3 <3

current mood: crazy excited/loved like whoa

today was surprisingly a very productive day:

• in english we went down to the library and were working in this computer lab room thing and i noticed a poster of enrique iglesias holding a hemingway book... i found this quite humorous because he was holding the book in one hand against his chest anmd had his other hand remarkably close to his private regions... my goodness... i didn't know reading was so seductive... so naturally we stole the poster right off the wall and i proceded to stand around the band room holding it up for all to see while repeating "reading is so seductive..." with a latin accent... **productive act of the day #1**
• after school we had a combined band rehearsal in which lauren and i sat backstage and talked the entire time, then played "fire" and that was it... so after the rehearsal lisa and i went to applebees where i stuffed my face with quesidillas that i realized i wanted in the middle of the band rehearsal... so i got my dang quesidillas! **productive act of the day #2**
• as lisa and i chatted we got on the subject about jobs... and i mentioned that i really need to get a job for the summer. and she said i should work at fresno's with her and brandie and such... so i thought sure why not. so we go over to fresno's and she's like "ok, i'll go in and ask if were seriously hiring, and if we are i'll grab you a job application. so she goes in, and a few minutes later she comes out with an application and i'm all like oh ok cool. she gets back in and is like "yeah he's gonna hire you just fill it out..." and i was all like... oh snap. so i fill it out, go in, sit and chat with ken (the manager) for a few minutes and BAM... i got hired... that's right! I HAVE A JOB! me... little miss spoiled princess have my very own job! you're lookin at fresno's newest hostess ladies and gentlemen  :) (thanks lisa!) **productive act of the day #3**
• so my mom wanted to go to wal-mart and i offered to drive her, so basically me and my mom went out tonight cuz we ended up everywhere haha. first we went to wal-mart (obviously) and i got wicked cool new chapstick... this is a big deal for me... i'm a chapstick fanatic **productive act of the day #4** and we couldn't find all the things we were looking for at wal-mart so we ventured on over to target where i got the cutest new pair of earings that i'm actually wearing right now **productive act of the day #5** then we decided that we still weren't happen so we went to great northern mall for the rest of the night and i parked in between two cars. this is the first time i've ever done that... i was proud of myself. there was even a van in the spot in front of me... i was boxed in man... **productive act of the day #6** so then we walked around the mall and i didn't get anything else but i spent some quality time with my mother **productive act of the day #7**

so as you can clearly see... it was quite an adventurous day for sawah... and now i think it's time to go hang my poster somewhere, and await my darling boyfriend who is coming to visit me :) today was a very good day :) good night all!!

current mood: cheerful

WOW!

talk about not updating like whoa...  soooooooooo:

ball/that entire weekend were absolutely awesome!! the ball was a blast! us homies know how to shake it. everybody looked simply lovely. then the after ball party hahaha... nothin like some hardcore bingo. OOHHH 70! hahaha, and paul is the greatest musical-chairs loser of all time. and then sleep over and lauren's lap blanket... breakfast with :::said with a lisp:::: sausages! those were good ass hashbrowns. anyway... camping... oh snap... gooooood times! here are a few things we learned while camping:

• don't assume the person everyone's following knows where they're going because then you'll get lost and when you pipe up that you have directions everyone will yell at you
• zip-ties are NOT a toy
• kyle and lauren suck at putting up tents
• big tarp things that go over picnic tables are not worth putting up
• iced tea at little greek restaurants sucks
• vinnie tells the best ghost stories
• the women's room while camping is automatically co-ed
• always take the food out of the cars as soon as you get there.... always
• jaime makes good bacon
• never play phase 10 with cal
• never makes eggs in the same pan that you just made bacon
• taking a nap in the afternoon is a must
• if you want sunglasses, ask lisa
• burn everything
• what garbage?

so basically yeah... it was the BEST CAMPING TRIP EVER!

aaaaaaaaaaand then we got home and i got wicked sick which was GHEY!... i went to school on monday and then didn't go tuesday wednesday... tried to go late on thursday and had to get picked up cuz i felt uber-shitty still. went to the doctors and gee they don't know what was wrong with me... surprise surprise. ugh! then i went to the awards ceremony and pretended to sing... yeah that was a blast. then i came home and slept like crazy. stayed home again on friday and actually started to feel better. vinnie was kinda sick too but he came over and we watched pirates of the carribean and the green mile. i'd never seen the green mile... i cried like whoa. it was a good movie though, just very sad. he spent the whole weekend with me :)

i woke up saturday and felt as good as new and that was awesome. it was a very fun weekend. saturday night i made vinnie watch phantom of the opera with me... i was absolutely in love with it. i cried again of course. *sigh* i'm such a musical sap... haha. yesterday was great! me and vinnie went and fed the dog and stuff.... and then we went swimming (fyi: i love him) and then we went to mike's house and hung out there all day. it was fun. then we went to derek's and made a huge fire with the whole gang and it was fun. today he had to leave wicked early to go instruct for the esm parade band, and i slept till like 2. haha i win. so i took a shower and stuff and me n my mom went to price chopper. bought soooo much junk haha, and we went through dub's line :) then since we were right across the parking lot we ran over to panera to see the lovely bethany! her and jenn were both working so i got my chairs back from jenn too. w00t. now i'm home and about to eat dinner and who knows.

it's going to be a very short week T.H.A.N.K. G.O.D.... only a three day school week cuz we get friday off too YAAAY! and thursday night is the minoa field days and razsum is playing and my parents are coming to the show too. i'm really glad :) soooooooooo that's all, now i'm gonna go stuff my face... peace out homies!! :)

current mood: happy

ya know... i finally realized why i never update anymore...

i'm finally like... happy. just genuinely happy.

i'm so excited for ball. my elite girls and i are going to completely own everyone... we just are. and as much stress as it's been causing i think we're going to have one of those "night of our lives" kinda nights. i think the whole weekend is gonna be like that. i love those girls and i know that we're going to be laughing our asses off basically the entire weekend because that's what we always do.  because we're just awesome like that :) and vinnie is absolutely amazing and i know he's going to make the whole thing that much more enjoyable. he makes everything so much better. i can be in the worst mood and just talking to him makes everything go away. i feel so comfortable when i'm with him and i still get butterflies all the time. i just... love him. a lot.

i honestly haven't been stressed out lately.  with everything ending there's so much time for me to just enjoy life. i mean yeah i miss it all like crazy... but i'm looking so forward to summer. my parents have been so ridiculously cool about everything lately. i dunno what it is, maybe they're just really accepting the fact that i'm going away to college and i'm gonna have to make my own decisions and stuff... but they have given me so much more freedom lately.  they let me stay out basically as late as i want, they let me go everywhere, they let vinnie sleep over, and they just don't give me a hard time about stuff anymore.  it makes everything so much more enjoyable. they're so awesome... like my mom just up and got a new car that i would like so i would feel comfortable driving, she loved her car, and she got rid of it for me. and they're letting me go with vinnie to NYC this summer. last year they were reluctant to let me go to darien lake without them... i'm so excited i know this is gonna be an awesome summer. and graduation is just around the corner. i mean, we've all been sitting around going omg how much longer? when it's actually right here when you think about it... barely 2 months left after 12 entire years.  it's crazy... and i love it :)

well... that's enough out of me... i'll catch you kids on the flip side :)

current mood: happy

Bdevils2004: i cant stop playing with my hair!
Bdevils2004: IM GAY!!!!
SawahGoW00t: i knew it!
SawahGoW00t: dammit
Bdevils2004: sorry
Bdevils2004: i didnt wanna tell you
Bdevils2004: i was just testing to see if i was or wasnt
SawahGoW00t: haha
SawahGoW00t: thanks
Bdevils2004: no prob..
Bdevils2004: wanna hook me up with keebler?
Bdevils2004: HAHAHAHA!! OOOOOO
SawahGoW00t: OMFG!!!
Bdevils2004: hahahahahaha

dear keebler:     

our friendship is over because you stole my boyfriend... you fucking bitch!

love, sawah

current mood: my boyfriend likes little boys

                                             <3

               VF

current mood: loved

updating is so over-rated....  

• drumline is almost over = not cool
• graduation is in 57 days = very cool
• getting ice cream after math B review class = very cool
• festival of the arts is this saturday = not cool
• in house solos are next weekend = not cool
• my boyfriend is absolutely amazing = very cool
• prom is next friday and nick got a white pimp tux haha = very cool
• ball is in like 3 weeks and i have a dress and an absolutely gorgeous/perfect date and awesome friends to go with = very cool
• the senior song sucks and we want to change it = not cool
• uhhh there's probably a lot more i could talk about but like it said... updating = over-rated haha

peace out homies!!

<3 <3!!

current mood: content

so this past weekend was our vocal jazz trip to NYC and it was absolutely amazing! this is going to be a long, yet very good entry:

friday: got to school and went straight to the chorus room. we were all so excited! i ran down to lauren's first class and she gave me this hilarious picture which just made the morning complete haha. we hung out in the chorus room for about a half hour and then got on the bus to leave. the bus was fun. i tried to sleep for some of it but it was kinda hard. we started to play phase 10 but no one was really paying attention or enjoying it so we just hung out. anyway <5 hours later> we get to new york city and it's just an awesome place! i fell in love with it the minute we got into times square! the first thing we did before we even went to the hotel was go to madame tussaud's wax museum. it was sooooooooooooooo cool!! these things are insanely realistic... it was just awesome. then we went to the hotel and got all dandied up and headed out to dinner. we went to this italian restaurant. the food was really good, but it was a little frustrating cuz it was family style entrees, so for a table of 12 we only got like 5 big entrees. but o well, it was still really good. then we left to go to BLUE MAN GROUP! holy freekin shit... it was sooooooo good. the show was jsut plain awesome, they are incredibly talented men. they we out in the lobby when the show ended. i got my picture with one of em, and we got their autographs... they kiss the programs and leave big blue prints. it was so cool!! then we walked around times square for little bit, and me and christina bought the cutest purses ever from some guy on a street corner, haha! it was fun. then we went back to hotel and just hung out for a little while before we went to bed.

saturday: got up and went to breakfast at this really cute 50's style diner. they had this pink ladies purse i wanted. haha. anyway, the food was actually really good. i had french toast, mmm. and it was good cuz the waiters and waitresses sing, and they were all really talented! except for this one lady who sang MY song... not even joking. she sang "there are worse things i could do" and she totally didn't do it justice... heh. hahaha. then we got em to put on "we go together" and we were all singin along. it was fun. then this guy, brian, same and picked us up and took us to this acting and dancing workshop. we did the acting first and i really didn't enjoy it. i just felt like the guy giving us this section of the workshop was too sarcastic and... i dunno. i just didn't care for him. i felt like he was treating us like we've never acted before, which some haven't. but for people like me who live to act, i just didn't enjoy it. but then we did the dancing and it was sooooooo fun! omg! the guy, jeff, who taught us was too cool. we started with some of the basics and stuff and it was too funny. he has me, ryan, and nick come up and they had to dance fight over me to whatever type of music he put on... o man it was just hilarious. then we learned a dance to a song from the show HairSpray... it was a blast! we all danced really well! and at the end i was talking to jeff and he was like "you express yourself soooo well, you should really pursue something like this..." that made my life right there. it was soooo cool to have him like... actually tell me that i was good. we all did really well though! even pattycakes haha! then we had to rush like hell back to the hotel to get all showered and dandied up for our competition! we had an hour for all four of us girls to shower, do our hair, get into our performance outfits and get out ready to go. and we freekin did it... go us! haha. we sang really well i was really proud of us. i unfortunetly didn't get to meet vinnie's mom, but i will this summer so it's all good... but there was this lady that i thought might have been her so i asked her and she wasn't but she was like "wait... were you in the CNS jazz ensemble?" and i told her i was and she was like "you guys did a stunning job! can i talk to your director?" how cool is that!! i guess they aren't really used to singing jazz groups at these competitions, so we knocked em dead, hottness! and at the retreat the guy annocouncing the placements and stuff totally complimented our group, and we were the only one he said anything about. go us!! then we went on our dinner cruise... HA! F that! it was no dinner cruise... it was a freekin PARTY cruise! we had such a blast! they had all this crazy music goin and we were dancing like crazy! CNS totally knows how to bring the rock becuz random kids from other groups just kept flocking to our little circle! it was just awesome! then we went back to the hotel and ryan and nick had a little "tub party" in which they put on their shower caps and hopped into a buddle bath. it was really funny, and they rock. then we went back and got locked in for the night and had too much fun. jaime was determined to sneek out... so she tried to find a way that we'd be able to get the tape back on... omg. she took a wire hanger and unbent it so it was mostly straight... HAHA! it went no where... so we ended up just playing with this wire hanger for a while. then mark calls and tells us there's this porn on HBO... so of course we watched it and it was more hilarious than it was entertaining. we were laughing the entire time... (side story time: how bizarre is this... i was talking to vinnie last night. and i started telling him about the porn... and he was watching the exact same thing almost 500 miles away... how awesome are we! hahahaha! i seriously was laughing for about 20 minutes when he told me... god i love that kid! hahahaha! ok back to NYC) so we then proceed to laugh at jaime while she went hanger fishing for pretty much everything in her range... haha... then we finally fell asleep...

sunday: we woke up and packed and stuff. then we left to go sight seeing and stuff. it kinda sucked cuz none of the stores anywhere we open yet. but we went down to central park, it was really cute. then we went in the zootique haha... even though we didn't actually go to the zoo. we just rock like that. then we went to lunch in this cute little reataurant... and then we went down to ground zero. it was actually pretty sad. like... it was really hard to see anything cuz they had these huge chain link fences up around it, and it was basically just a big hole in the ground. and i had never actually seen the twin towers except from really far away, so i didn't really have anything to compare it too. but the buildings around it were still covered with ash and stuff. and i was fine until tim pointed down and we saw that people had written stuff all over the metal beems holding up the fences... the beem he pointed out had nothing on it except one person had written "it took a tragedy." that sorta got to me... so we looked at some of the other stuff people had written, and then got on the bus to come home. i didn't wanna come home. i really liked it there. i really wanna like, live there for a portion of my life. who knows... but the bus ride was fun... we all just rested and listened to our headphones for a while. but then we all started to get our second wind. we had a very rousing game of truth or dare... which turned into mostly truths. we're an awesome group of kids hahaha. then we got home... i went straight to keebler's confirmation party. i missed that kid... they had the OCC day of percussion on saturday and i was mad that i had to miss it. they did good though... i was proud of them. so we stayed there for a like a half hour cuz it was basically ending when i got there haha. but i told mama keebler all about my trip cuz she loves NYC too. then i came home and stayed up till like 1:30...

today:  woke up at 2:30 and that felt really good... haha. i think i'm gettin kinda sick but it's not too bad. and i mostly just hung around all day and rested up. we might be going over to callum's house tonight... i <3 cal! he's my boo! but who knows...

and that's that... and now we're on spring break and it had better be fun!! sooooo all and all i love my vocal jazzers and thanks for an awesome weekend!! <3 <3!!

current mood: happy

ok so last night we went to see MAE!!!! and it made my life! they were ridiculously fucking awesome!! and it just plain rocked and it was a lot of fun. and i <3bethany, paul, and chris cuz we rock and DAVE couldn't take his eyes off of us cuz we're soooooooooooo totally hott!! mmmm... and our shirts are aMAEzing! hahaha! i love it!!!!

aaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnddddddddd tomorrow vocal jazz is leaving for NYC!!! it's going to be an awesome weekend. and i'm really excited. i'm determined to meet vinnie's mom hahaha. but yeah we're doing all kinds of awesome stuff and i can't wait. and me, jaime, and cal are going to just straight own that city! WOOOO!

then on sunday when we get home we are on spring break! freekin rock!! i love it

goodnight loves!!

current mood: excited

so i had a wicked fun weekend!

friday:  school was actually pretty fun. i think becuz i had been at fredonia and only had to come back one day it didn't really seem like a serious day of school, and we were all wicked hyper for some reason. well... i know i was haha. chorus was fun... for the first time in months chorus was actually fun! "fiddler maaaaan!" hahaha. kinda random, but i'm awesome so it's ok haha. anyway. i got home from school and hung out for about 2.5 hours and then dropped off my guitar at the school for ryan, picked up keebler, went home and got our tickets, and then went to prevention night. i <3 prevention night, it was fun this year! most of the acts were actually pretty good. they got the blow-up stuff back this year, haha. i love it. vinnie came too. he only saw like the last two acts but it's all good. and then we beat the crap out of each other in this boxing thing. haha, wow i <3 that kid. then me, vinnie, bethany, jaime, and cal went to (where else) dennys! haha. it was so fun, we are a crazy group of kids and i just plain love us. then we dropped off bethany and vinnie came back and we just hung out till like 3 in the morning. *sigh* <3 <3

saturday:  woke up and went out to cortland for their open house. it was really nice there and i did like it, but i just feel so much more comfortable going to fredonia. so i just walked around the campus for the hell of it, and we got lunch while we were there. got home around two so it really wasn't too bad, and it got me out of a vocal jazz thing haha. anyway, i got home and i finished the book i was reading. it was soooooo good. it was "the five people you meet in heaven." i highly suggest reading this book if you haven't already. i read it in 3 days, i've NEVER read a book like that before, even ones that i've liked. and i never read to begin so yeah... read it. then keebler called and we went over the bader's where some of the gang already was. it was a wicked nice day out... so we hung out for a little while and me n keebler went up to the dollar store and bought chocolate and silly string, haha we rock. anyway, i was on the scooter and we were leaving the parking lot and i was trying to get a chocolate out of the box while balancing the scooter handlebar along my waist, and keeb was like "com'on fatty!" and then he clapped at me... wow it was really funny, but you probably had to be there. anyway, we got back and totally silly stringed everyone, that was fun. and then... we set up... the trampoline... and we played.... TRAMPOLINE DODGEBALL!!!!!! omg it was so fun, i've missed playing so much and we had a blast. then it got dark, so we went inside and goofed around for a while. then sean was like "tacoooo"... so we all went up to taco bell and it was fun. then me and amy went into KFC on the way back cuz we wanted biscuits and the perv kid workin there gave us 16 for free because we are amazing! hahaha... as he was puttin em in the boxes i was like "dear boobs, thank you, love sawah" then we ran down the street to catch up to the rest of the gang and i was like "we just got 16 free buscuits cuz we have tits!!" it was really funny. so then we got back to casey's and ate our buscuits and had a good time. then i feel asleep haha... then my mom picked us up and we dropped off amy and keebler. then i came home and talked to vinnie and went to bed.

sunday:  woke up and took a shower and such... then vinnie picked me up and we went out to his grandparents house and his gramma made one of the best sandwiches i've ever had. then we came back here and hung out for a little bit... we sat on the swings... i love swings... and then he had to go and i was sad. so i sat around for a little while. then me and keebler decided it was too nice out to sit inside all day. so we hopped on our bikes and met at thee diner to get some ice cream, but their stand isn't open yet... bastards.... so we went down to mcdonald's, and then dollar general, and then the video store and rented "the five people you meet in heaven"... it was soooooo good... i cried everytime he met a knew person. amazing story... just plain amazing. and then we took him home and i came home and sat on the computer for a while. then i talked to jaime for a while and she's awesome and i <3 her and she's way cooler than most people haha. and then talked to vinnie and had an awesome conversation,  i just vented... it was so nice to just have him listen. he's so easy to talk to. i love him like whoa... he's just amazing :)

today (even though it's not weekend):  school was great because i did absolutely nothing. first block i had study hall. however i did actually go to my band lesson... go sawah!  and i actually did pretty good, i have the middle section memorized so yeah... he couldn't bitch at me... w00t! then i went back to study hall and got breakfast yay. then band... then lunch... then in english we went down to see this puppeteer presentation... so we did nothing in that class... then i cut the first half of photo... yeah, i went to a "lesson." haha, i rock. then i went back and sat in the dark room doing nothing. it was wicked fun. then i came home and took a nice nap. then vocal schmazz... it wasn't too bad tonight so hey it works. and that was my day.  

and that was a ridiculously long and pointless entry... i love my life! goodnight gang!!

<3 <3!!!

current mood: content

i just got home from my overnight at fredonia and it was sooooooooo fun! i'm definately going there. i'm wicked excited for college now. the girls that i met were awesome! i was so nervous when we got there that they were gonna be mean or something, but they were wicked cool. o man, it was great, college life so beats this hell hole :-P let's see... i went with Liz to a few of her classes and the first two were actually pretty cool. i like the way the classes are huge. i really liked her philosophy class, it was just cool. the food was surprisingly pretty good, haha. and we went to the lake and collected all this glass and stuff. Liz fell in, it was hilarious. we went to go out to get food at late night and there was this huge power outage. i picked a good night to go haha. and then we met up with katie's (liz's roomate) boyfriend and his friends. they were all ridiculously funny. i couldn't stop laughing. and it's so weird cuz it turns out her boyfriend is best friends with my next-door neighbor... small world heh. and today i went to this hiphop aerobics class with liz and mandy and it was wicked fun. it just rocked, and now i know where i'm going to college, and i have friends there! YAY!

i have to go back to CNS tomorrow... that's ghey... but tomorrow night is prevention night and vinnie's coming home! :-D that makes for one happy sawah. and on saturday i'm going up to cortland even though it's pointless haha. my mom asked me if i even still wanted to bother going, but if i don't go then i have to go sing with vocal jazz.... hmmmm, haha. so this should be another long weekend. but being that i have to get up at 5:30 again tomorrow... i'm out! goodnight gang!

current mood: it's def bed time...

so this weekend was AMAZING! :-D

friday:  school day went by pretty fast. stayed after for a band mass make-up lesson with lauren and it was wicked fun, haha! we played a fun song, and lauren played the chimes... hahaha. it was great. and then i went home and slept for a while... and then vinnie came over and we just hung out all night and he's ridiculously awesome and i <3 him like whoa :)

saturday:  got up and went to drumline practice. it started off kinda shaky cuz some of the instructors were in bad moods and we were all goofin around. but then we did some areobics and we really started rockin. so it was fun. then i came home, took a shower, feel asleep for about 3 hours, talked to jaime for a little while. then vinnie came over :) then we went to his aunt's house. his little cousin is adorable. she wants to be a drummer and he was teachin her how to play... oman it was so cute. he's so... he just makes you smile. than we went to his grandparents house... mmmm i love that house. it's like something out of MTV cribs. and we just played pool and watched a movie. then we were leavin and derek called and asked if we wanted to go to denny's. and who can say no to denny's haha. then he took me home, that's the not fun part. and i thought i would get in trouble cuz it was like 3am when i got home, but my parents didn't even care. it was awesome.

today: today rocked! today were the drumline championships... and we totally rocked! we definately put on our best show yet and it was such an amazing feeling running off that floor feeling like we finally did what we set out to do. i'm so proud of us. i'm gonna miss those kids like crazy... especially my 2 other amigos :(  we rock! so anyway... after the show we went to applebees of course. and it was wicked fun. keebler and kory got me wicked good... they're so gonna get it! i went to the bathroom... and i walk out and the two of em are standing there with these smirks on their faces and i'm just like "now what are you losers up too" and then keebler makes a "1...2...3..." with his fingers. and then both of em hunch over me and open their mouths which were both completely full of water... AAHH! i was soaked. those punks are gonna get it... this was their payback for when i spit sprite in keebler's face... and now it's so on... haha... i love how horrible we are to each other... but that's what makes us the 3 amigos :) hahaha. ooooohhh good times... goooooooooood times...

*sigh* i love my life :)

<3 <3!!

current mood: content

Bdevils2004: YOU'RE GAY! SAWAH!

*sigh*.... such a hopeless romantic... :-D

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

current mood: happy

so i finally got to see "the notebook." it is absolutely amazing. i havent' cried that hard from a movie in a long time. it was beautiful, and i highly recommend you see it if you haven't yet. oooooo it was sooo good! now i'm in one of those... wishing for romance kinda moods. i love those moods, day dreaming at it's best :)

today wasn't too bad. it went by surprisingly fast. it's always nice to have a study hall first block. nothing like phase 10, and cinnimon bun wednesdays! my favorite! haha. i pretty much slept in band, except for mine and lauren's big solo. haha, i love it. oooo and apparently today was green day. we all wore green shirts today, kinda like that day we all wore black and bethany wore green. well today she wore black. guess she got the memo a little late. but seriously... everyone wore green today. every other kid that i didn't know i was like "heh... you got the memo!" i can't wait for red day. i have red day like 3 times a week... i <3 red shirts. haha. english was ghey. i wrote a thank you letter to some news paper lady and it was complete bullshit. gotta love it. then photo was lame! we're doing this thing with photoshop on the computers where you add color to a black and white photo... omg! i am the most computer illiterate person in the world. i had to start over 3 times! and god knows i have no patience what so ever. ugh... haha. then we had perc.ens. after school which got me out of this vocal jazz thing. adamski didn't even get there till about a half hour into rehearsal, so it went by fast, yay. then i came home and talked to vinfein for awhile cuz my days would suck without him. *sigh* :-D then i went back to school around 5 for a pit sectional. oman, it was wicked fun! we goofed around and talked about the most random stuff, it was great. ashley rocks my socks! and we finally have a visual for the 9 measures of reat, and it's hilarious! haha. i love my pitsters!

now i'm home... and i think i've fianlly recovered from my waterfall fest. haha. again i say... see the notebook!... and i'm out! goodnight gang!!

<3 <3

current mood: day dreamy

so today wasn't too bad actually.

first block i showed my speech class how to put a xylophone together. that was cool... and i actually got it all back together... yay sawah! haha, then we all went out in the hall and tossed ally's sabre around... i think if i had been a guard girl i woulda been pretty good at it. but alas... i am not. haha. chorus was as it usually is... ghey. but jaime and i recalled the good ole days: "and then at the end when 99.7% of the audience is dead, a single spot light will shine down... in which matt cleary will do a tap dance!" ahhhhh, i love it! now those are some high class memories right there, haha. yeah... lunch was lunchy... you know how we do. math... oh healy you stupid man. how i hate thee. haha... me and lauren rock, that's about it. and i still enjoy jess's phaux-hawk. haha! study was pretty fun... i'm addicted to phase 10, even though i suck, haha. we had 7 people play... and ryan skipped putt becuz "she's a douche"... god i love it. haha

and that was my school day...

drumline was actually really good tonight. we only got bitched at a little, and it wasn't anything we didn't deserve so it doesn't matter. but we actually played the music good tonight. i am very proud of eric maine... he ignored the poop and kept counting... yay eric! so yeah... we won't suck this weekend. that's cool! i <3 drumline! ooooo man.... casey tried to call the tenor section the "3 amigos"... i was like... homie don't play that! ( 3 amigos = me, kory, and keebler ) and that is how it is! i <3 them! :-D ok well... tomorrow's gonna be another long day. so i guess i'm out... goodnight gang!

is it the weekend yet? <3 <3

current mood: about to zonk out...

well today was pretty lame... school eats it. heh, nuff said... i want the weekend back... either that or this weekend better come faster. and that's that... tomorrow is tuesday... oh rapture...

new icon! cuz i'm amazing... hahaha

<3 <3

current mood: blah

ok so i haven't updated like whoa... so here goes my life:

i miss the musical like crazy. i still get comments from people i don't know all the time about how much they loved me. it's the greatest feeling ever. like, for once i feel like i really accomplished something, and what a beteter time to do it ya know... i miss my girlies. i mean, i see em everyday but i miss being the pink ladies. i want my jacket back :( and i miss adina's pink hair! but we're still having fun. snd fyi: jackie rocks! haha. good times.

this week:

monday - i don't even remember the school day, i was asleep for most of it. haha... then we had strike.. it was kinda sad, i didn't really do anything though. we just signed posters and stuff. then ryan came over for a lil bit and we went to vocal schmazz. (ghey) it was alright, i could actually sing which was surprising haha.

tuesday - this was a good day. me and lisa walked out of school at 12:45. it was kinda random but fun. then we went to walmart so she could get some pants for work, then we went to friendly's and just tlaked about stuff. it was really fun. i <3 lisa. then i went home and hung out... it was a really nice day. then we had drumline. i love drumline. i think were gonna do really good this weekend. which is a good thing since this is a big show... i'm excited. we actually had gym time too, it was great.

wednesday - keebler came home wtih me and we hung out for a while... i <3 that kid. then me, him, ryan, kim, devon, trevor, and paul went to hooters. nothin like boobs and chicken wings :P we actually had a really good time. i love those kids. then me and devon went around and i took my pictures for photo haha. good night

yesterday - yesterday was a good day. me and ben stayed after and developed our pictures, that was fun. he's a funny kid. then we had drumline till 5 to just work out some visuals and stuff for saturday. some of it's really cool. we have a punch and a "huh!" haha i love it. then i came home for like and hour and was ina bad mood... not quite sure why. i just was. then we had the chorus concert, then it was over and i was ina bad mood again. so i was just gonna go home. but then jaime asked me if i wanted to go to denny's and she was ina bad mood to. so i figured we could bitch together and we actually had an amazingly fun time and i was mad anymore... we ran into cal, jackie, lis, and mary-beth. we just sat around and talked about everyone and laughed and oh man people kept moving away from us and staring it was great. then jaime went to give me, jackie, and cal a ride home... and it was only 10:30... and there's no school today. we were like f that... and we went to the other denny's hahaha! i love us! awe sat and talked and just got some drinks and it was great. then we ran into nick, justin, and brandon and then it just got hilarious. "yeah i fuck my ma... so what?"... hahaha! then we left and they floowed us everywhere, and we turned into the neighborhood and then the road just suddenly ended and we were in this field thing next to a barn. it was hilarious! then we took cal home, and then i went home. it was fun, i love those girls! (girls as in jaime and jackie)

today - it was sooooooooooo nice to sleep in. now i've just been hangin around. vinnie's pickin me up ina little bit! i'm so happy he's home again! and guess who called me today... MICHALINE! i miss that girl like crazy!! i was so happy to hear from her. she wants to do somethin tonight but who knows. today is gonna be a good day, hehe :)

tomorrow - JE show! i'm wicked excited! i really think were gonna do really good, i can feel it. and vinnie's come to see the show. and then we're probably gonna go to applebees and it'll be great, cuz it always is. haha, i love those kids with all my little heart :-D then i'm going to see razsum rock the wescott. and i think kory and trevor and some of them are comin to rock out with me. i love it! it's gonna be a good weekend. YAY! now i'm ina good mood...

aaannnddd... steve dwyer just called me. him and luke are going to the mall... which is where i'll be later. I LOVE IT!! :-D

i love being in good moods, and this entry is redonkulously long... so i'm out darlins!!... love to all!!

current mood: happy